happy endings are hard to come by

You fill me up,

with comforting lies

of told tales,

with happy endings.

one, that ours will never be.

Of warmth in shared blankets,

Of togetherness,

suffixed with forever,

Of waking up next to each other

and kissing without brushing...

Of holding hands,

despite and through the distance,

every single day.

Of crazy fights,

and walking out

on cool summer nights.

Only to look back , teary eyed.

Of glances, stolen across the room

and the redness that ensues

on each cheek.

Of sharing bitefuls of dessert

and shoulders to lean on,

during movie nights...

Ours will never be that story.

Judgement Day

I know fairly well, 

what you do,

in those coveted corners of misery.

even when you call it bliss.

the shameless-shameful face,

that you wear every morning

that tells me a thousand lies

and a milllion truths.

i know what you said,

and i know what you did.

wipe off that blatant smile

from across the mask of happiness

that you wear every night.

because the night will turn to day

and the day will fade out into the night.

and between all this metamorphosis,

your delicate wing of fancy

will be nipped and torn apart.

Undone

wrapped up 

in unspoken lies.

numbing pain

of the many times i cried.

the song of freedom,

left too far behind.

the velvet touch of sympathy

wont suffice.

like sand

from an open palm.

like a spinning top,

out of control.

like an unwound ball

of wool and fury.

i m undone.

dont try  fix me.

unwound,

spinning out of control,

slipping away.

i m undone.

world of another kind

silence of a different kind,

of this mortal world,

but of another kind.

muffled steps tiptoeing

into the mouth

of disaster.

blood, 

mixed with

rage of another kind.

music-less melody

in the 'love' they made.

a gleam of monstrous light

etching their contours

for the eyes to see.

the eyes,

that were blinded with morosity.

faded contours broke apart.

a step back

into the never ending pit.

hell of another world.

fiery demons

that burnt my insides.

disbelief

of this mortal world,

but of another kind.

a second  step 

and i was gone.

the bitterness

clutched tight.

i was gone

into the lies of another kind.